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Thursday, December 31, 2009
TIREDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD ~~~!
@.@
I'm feeling so tired now........ had been washing the freaking dishes since afternoon.
Feels dead. :( Fingers got wrinkled because of soaking in the water and soap. Kinda
useless wearing gloves because water can still enter. Suck. Also, its the first day of
my menstruation period. Fucking cramps over my body. The sink was kinda low so
i had to kinda bend down. That results to back aches. Damn shit D: !!!!
Tired tired tired... Need to rest now. It sucks to work when period is here. Grrr :(
Body pain, head pain, mind pain, heart pain.
Got cut by a cutlery on my hand. Lol. Retarded knife..
Also, the scar i got from "Rubi shoes" on my little finger, became worsen. So sucky.
Nails spoilt due to the effect of the soap. Help me :(
We are so cool.. so cold :(
Sad.
Cant get my pay till 20th of Jan next year. God damn it. Im suffering T_T
12.12AM ¶ 12:04 AM 0 Comments
@.@
I'm feeling so tired now........ had been washing the freaking dishes since afternoon.
Feels dead. :( Fingers got wrinkled because of soaking in the water and soap. Kinda
useless wearing gloves because water can still enter. Suck. Also, its the first day of
my menstruation period. Fucking cramps over my body. The sink was kinda low so
i had to kinda bend down. That results to back aches. Damn shit D: !!!!
Tired tired tired... Need to rest now. It sucks to work when period is here. Grrr :(
Body pain, head pain, mind pain, heart pain.
Got cut by a cutlery on my hand. Lol. Retarded knife..
Also, the scar i got from "Rubi shoes" on my little finger, became worsen. So sucky.
Nails spoilt due to the effect of the soap. Help me :(
We are so cool.. so cold :(
Sad.
Cant get my pay till 20th of Jan next year. God damn it. Im suffering T_T
12.12AM ¶ 12:04 AM 0 Comments
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Damn.. We quarreled again. This time i really feel so tired of it.
I couldnt stand it anymore. Accusation and without trust. That's what i feel
all this while. All along while working, you always felt insecure about our
relationship. I've tried to assure you time and time. Everything turned bad
again after that. Then i need to reassure you again. You are tired of thinking
and so am i. I am tired of repeating all these assurance. You told me things
which you hate. I assured you that i wouldnt do it again. Of course at first i will
feel angry that i have to change. After that, i will understand why i need to change
for you. I assured. But the next day, you came warning me to know my stand.
Told me that if anything turns awry, you wont stand by and suffer but you will
wash your hands and leave. Do you know that by saying this, you do not have
trust in me ? Do you know that by saying this, i felt that all my assurance made
before, had gone to waste ? Because you still think that things will go awry
instead of things going right. I know you get jealous because you care and love
me. I do get jealous at times. I dont like us to raise our temper just because of
useless problems like this. I assured you and you dont think so much ?
I really dont know what else to do. Im really lost. Whatever i did, you hate it.
I dont know what else i will do that will make you happy. Since you also said
that the both of us were different, i will take note of what you hate. I apologised.
I said that i wont repeat it again. But why keep rubbing into that problem ?
I even thought of breaking up with you since we were both tired of this
relationship. But i dont know why i feel so heart ache that i couldnt tell you
that. Memories kept running into my head. Those smiles we had just couldnt
stop playing. I couldnt bear to say it. This is the first time im feeling like this.
Sigh..
Looks like you remembered every single wrong doing of mine. Until today
you wont be able to forget and move forward. Not even to trust me.
Im always the one at fault. I'd told you. Yet you didnt believe. Now, you
yourself is stating it to me. "you let me down".
How i wish i can think anew. Something is stoping me. Everything is my fault.
It had been me... Im the culprit to spoil this relationship. ITS ME.
1.22AM
Need to ease my pain. ¶ 12:48 AM 0 Comments
I couldnt stand it anymore. Accusation and without trust. That's what i feel
all this while. All along while working, you always felt insecure about our
relationship. I've tried to assure you time and time. Everything turned bad
again after that. Then i need to reassure you again. You are tired of thinking
and so am i. I am tired of repeating all these assurance. You told me things
which you hate. I assured you that i wouldnt do it again. Of course at first i will
feel angry that i have to change. After that, i will understand why i need to change
for you. I assured. But the next day, you came warning me to know my stand.
Told me that if anything turns awry, you wont stand by and suffer but you will
wash your hands and leave. Do you know that by saying this, you do not have
trust in me ? Do you know that by saying this, i felt that all my assurance made
before, had gone to waste ? Because you still think that things will go awry
instead of things going right. I know you get jealous because you care and love
me. I do get jealous at times. I dont like us to raise our temper just because of
useless problems like this. I assured you and you dont think so much ?
I really dont know what else to do. Im really lost. Whatever i did, you hate it.
I dont know what else i will do that will make you happy. Since you also said
that the both of us were different, i will take note of what you hate. I apologised.
I said that i wont repeat it again. But why keep rubbing into that problem ?
I even thought of breaking up with you since we were both tired of this
relationship. But i dont know why i feel so heart ache that i couldnt tell you
that. Memories kept running into my head. Those smiles we had just couldnt
stop playing. I couldnt bear to say it. This is the first time im feeling like this.
Sigh..
Looks like you remembered every single wrong doing of mine. Until today
you wont be able to forget and move forward. Not even to trust me.
Im always the one at fault. I'd told you. Yet you didnt believe. Now, you
yourself is stating it to me. "you let me down".
How i wish i can think anew. Something is stoping me. Everything is my fault.
It had been me... Im the culprit to spoil this relationship. ITS ME.
1.22AM
Need to ease my pain. ¶ 12:48 AM 0 Comments
Life just suck.
Everything i do is also wrong.
I'm forever your bloody god damn dog.
I need to follow your command and all.
Life is so freaking chee bye unfair ! ¶ 12:35 AM 0 Comments
Everything i do is also wrong.
I'm forever your bloody god damn dog.
I need to follow your command and all.
Life is so freaking chee bye unfair ! ¶ 12:35 AM 0 Comments
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Kinda happy today. The moment i step out of my room, i did many tasks.
Get my rabbit and dog bathed. Lols. Mission accomplished. Went out with
my mom to OG at Bugis. She bought me a handbag :) Felt so happy bcuz
this is the first time in so many years that she really brought me out to shop !
All the time is baby shopping with me. :( Really envy those friends whose
parents bring them out and spend time together. Now, I feel it myself. :D
Made my mom pay for my stuffs of course. Lol :D I actually wanted her to
buy me a pair of shoes from "Rubi" store. Even though those shoes looks attractive,
they dont suit my feet at all :( Disappointed !
Drank some chocolate milkshake after that and it was delicious :D
Went back home after that.... In the bus, we barely talk. Feels awkward somehow.
Perhaps we just have some communication problems.. :(
Dang ! I didnt get to meet baby today. We were alright since yesterday night when
we apologised to each other. Brrrr ! Always like this. -_- ! How i wish that things
like that didnt have to start. I hope he's really fine right now because he told me
that he nearly fainted this morning in station due to low blood. :(
Hope everyday is a happy day ! :D
10.55PM ¶ 10:46 PM 0 Comments
Get my rabbit and dog bathed. Lols. Mission accomplished. Went out with
my mom to OG at Bugis. She bought me a handbag :) Felt so happy bcuz
this is the first time in so many years that she really brought me out to shop !
All the time is baby shopping with me. :( Really envy those friends whose
parents bring them out and spend time together. Now, I feel it myself. :D
Made my mom pay for my stuffs of course. Lol :D I actually wanted her to
buy me a pair of shoes from "Rubi" store. Even though those shoes looks attractive,
they dont suit my feet at all :( Disappointed !
Drank some chocolate milkshake after that and it was delicious :D
Went back home after that.... In the bus, we barely talk. Feels awkward somehow.
Perhaps we just have some communication problems.. :(
Dang ! I didnt get to meet baby today. We were alright since yesterday night when
we apologised to each other. Brrrr ! Always like this. -_- ! How i wish that things
like that didnt have to start. I hope he's really fine right now because he told me
that he nearly fainted this morning in station due to low blood. :(
Hope everyday is a happy day ! :D
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Friday, December 25, 2009
Introducing.... Whitey and Ah Boy; Cocoa !!!
Whitey ran into Cocoa's cage for a visit so i took this picture. Hahaha. Dont they look
adorable together ? After some time, Whitey went to bike Cocoa's neck like how he
played with his toy. Naughty boy.. I had to pull him out from the cage. Tsk tsk tsk.
MERRY CHRISTMAS !!!
On the 24th, which was few hours ago, baby and I went to Plaza Sing ! :DDDD
Ate Yoshinoya for dinner. Baby also bought me a christmas present xD
Shopped for food in Mark & Spencer. Also, watched the movie "Avatar (3D)".. damn it !
Everyone should watch it as well. Its fucking 5/5 stars for me ! Its marvellous !!!!!!
You won't regret watching it xD
I wanna have an avatar too pleaseeeeeeeee..... ! Love the story line which brought me
tears and envy :D
Took the freaking MRT to Eunos.
From Eunos, took bus 21 back. In the bus, I met some disgusting strangers.
2 women behind me and 1 in front of me. They are so SELFISH.. They sat on the
outer seat and left the inner seat for some invisible spirits. Gosh.. Im wearing a dress
and some how on heels. They freaking don't wanna let me sit. Perhaps they have some
incurable disease with them that they don't wanna spread. LOL FUCK.. Singaporeans
huh ? Incorrigible !
Took photo with baby while waiting for MRT :D
That gloomy face of his...
And when i ask him to smile..
It went like this......
So fake ? Hahahahaha ! Small eyes xD
Whitey ran into Cocoa's cage for a visit so i took this picture. Hahaha. Dont they look
adorable together ? After some time, Whitey went to bike Cocoa's neck like how he
played with his toy. Naughty boy.. I had to pull him out from the cage. Tsk tsk tsk.
MERRY CHRISTMAS !!!On the 24th, which was few hours ago, baby and I went to Plaza Sing ! :DDDD
Ate Yoshinoya for dinner. Baby also bought me a christmas present xD
Shopped for food in Mark & Spencer. Also, watched the movie "Avatar (3D)".. damn it !
Everyone should watch it as well. Its fucking 5/5 stars for me ! Its marvellous !!!!!!
You won't regret watching it xD
I wanna have an avatar too pleaseeeeeeeee..... ! Love the story line which brought me
tears and envy :D
Took the freaking MRT to Eunos.
From Eunos, took bus 21 back. In the bus, I met some disgusting strangers.
2 women behind me and 1 in front of me. They are so SELFISH.. They sat on the
outer seat and left the inner seat for some invisible spirits. Gosh.. Im wearing a dress
and some how on heels. They freaking don't wanna let me sit. Perhaps they have some
incurable disease with them that they don't wanna spread. LOL FUCK.. Singaporeans
huh ? Incorrigible !
Took photo with baby while waiting for MRT :D
That gloomy face of his...
And when i ask him to smile.. It went like this......
So fake ? Hahahahaha ! Small eyes xDReached home and opened my present. Guess what.. It's that $60 handbag from
ESPRIT which baby gave !!!!!!!!! OMG :D I was overjoyed !!!!! He told me earlier
on that he bought something from BHG and its worth $19.90.. White lie huh ?
HEHEHEHEHE ! Yay !!! I wanted that bag so much on the day we went shopping.
It was kinda heart ache that i didnt have that much money to purchase it and it was
left only 1. But baby bought it for meeeeeeeee !! xDDDDDDDDDDDDD Thank you
my loveeeeeeeeeeeeeee <3
He's so nice to me :D
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Wednesday, December 23, 2009
Christmas day is coming ! Can't wait to do so many special things with my love
one. Hahahaha ! Don't think dirty ya. Went shopping with baby at Bugis Junction
on Sunday ! Had so much fun there. Shopped my day in "Cotton-On". xDDD
Met RACHEL there too !! We had dinner together with one of her guy friend, 4
of us in total. Weee :D Long time no see ! Kinda happy to bump into her.
Had so much fun with baby.... hehehehe.
Happy anniversary to my love ! 2 years and 5 months !!
How i wish my pay will come so soon and i wanna go on a shopping spree again !!
Whoooooots !
Kinda sad bcuz im working at Wheelock instead on Suntec now. Had to change
schedules with twin and JE :( Wheelock seemed weird, crowded and food over
there is fuuuucking expensive ! So...... SHAG :(
Hope i can survive there thou... :(
I miss my baby boy xD and i wanna go back to Suntec !!!!!!!
12.28AM ¶ 12:15 AM 0 Comments
one. Hahahaha ! Don't think dirty ya. Went shopping with baby at Bugis Junction
on Sunday ! Had so much fun there. Shopped my day in "Cotton-On". xDDD
Met RACHEL there too !! We had dinner together with one of her guy friend, 4
of us in total. Weee :D Long time no see ! Kinda happy to bump into her.
Had so much fun with baby.... hehehehe.
Happy anniversary to my love ! 2 years and 5 months !!
How i wish my pay will come so soon and i wanna go on a shopping spree again !!
Whoooooots !
Kinda sad bcuz im working at Wheelock instead on Suntec now. Had to change
schedules with twin and JE :( Wheelock seemed weird, crowded and food over
there is fuuuucking expensive ! So...... SHAG :(
Hope i can survive there thou... :(
I miss my baby boy xD and i wanna go back to Suntec !!!!!!!
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Monday, December 21, 2009
Work work work ~!
Seen so many different types of people. Some are truely kind and helpful while the
others are bad and nasty. Most are fakers. Fakers as in acting nice in front of you
and doing all shit things at the back. Currently working at "Skinny pizza" in Suntec
with GS brother while twin and En are at Wheelock place. At start, everyone seemed
extremely friendlybut their true colours showed up after a few days. Most of the full
timers came from Philippines. Out of the 4 in Suntec, i hate this guy. He acts big and
command brother and i to do this and that. What a hoe. Feels like a dog. Hate it so
much.One of the bigger post lady from Sg, shared food with everyone except brother
and i. Why ? Are we outcasts ? LOL! I was standing right beside her when she fed the
others one by one. While giving out samples to passerbys, most Singaporeans are like
fucktards ! Fucking ass hole....! I stood beside them like 5 cm away from their arm,
holding onto the board, smiling and shouting " Hi ! Would you like to try ? " They just
fucking don't see ME ?!?!?!?!?! Blind ? Deaf ? Or retarded in the brain ? I guess its
the 3rd one.Wasting my effort ! All the sickos. I just want my pay check !..
Hate it when everyone keeps asking me to do things the way they wanted. I have
my own life !!!! They always slack and make us busy.. Make drinks for themselves
while we cant. AWWW ?
One girl name Ria. She is a very nice girl and i like her. She's so helpful to everyone.
Yesterday her boyf came to fetch her but he was jealous because he saw her friend
working together with her that night. Her boyf is a Singaporean while Ria is a Pinoy.
He is 20 this year and is serving the NS, just like my boyf. Character also almost the
same huh? No choice..? Ria and her other friends came from the same school, he can't
possibly be angry like that. She came to work today with sore eyes. She must have
cried so much yesterday. Guys are some how jerks. I pity her.
I dont know why im treating my mom like shit these days...
She talk to me, i raise my voice and shout at her. Why ??..... She wanted to eat my Oreo
cookie and yet i shouted at her " Eh ! This is my Christmas present leh.... fuck " Come to
think of it, im really so bad to her. Everyday i tell myself that i'll treat her better
tomorrow. But that day never come. Maybe because i just hate her character so much.
Hate everything in life.
Reached home and asked to borrow money from my auntie aka maid. She keeps money
for my dad. I complaint about working on how tired i was and every shit. I wanted to
enjoy myself tomorrow on my off day. We talked to each other like a machine gun trying
to fire at each other. Never ending shit. Last week i didnt get to see my boyf.. she tried
to point out which day he was not free and which day we can meet. I was so tired to
think and i attitude her all the way. So pissed. What for to be so clear ? No time to meet
= no time to meet.. Had slight headache and i ended up being bad mood.
Came out of the room. Saw my mom sleeping while the tv is switched on. I shouted at
her " Oi ! If you want to sleep then go into the room and sleep. Don't sit here and sleep
while the tv is on. Dont complaint to me that im the one wasting ur electricity. Its you !"
And i walked away with a sucky face.
Went into game.... play play play. I accidentally hit baby's char. He killed my char
all the way. I got pissed and said " Cb la u ".. And so i returned and kill his char. i knew
that he was angry but he claimed that he wasnt. I hate people to lie to me. So pissed
with life.I felt guilty of course.. I'm sorry. And I'm so tired today. I want to burst !!!
When you said that you wanted to play dota, i thought that dota is so much important
to me. Im jealous that you rather play dota than talk to me !
Somehow i hate life. I dont understand why my parents wont give me money unless
i ask them personally/ borrow money from them. I dont understand why life is so
difficult. I dont undertsand why working is so shit. I dont understand why nobody
understands me. I just hate life because its totally unfair.
1:47AM ¶ 1:10 AM 0 Comments
Seen so many different types of people. Some are truely kind and helpful while the
others are bad and nasty. Most are fakers. Fakers as in acting nice in front of you
and doing all shit things at the back. Currently working at "Skinny pizza" in Suntec
with GS brother while twin and En are at Wheelock place. At start, everyone seemed
extremely friendlybut their true colours showed up after a few days. Most of the full
timers came from Philippines. Out of the 4 in Suntec, i hate this guy. He acts big and
command brother and i to do this and that. What a hoe. Feels like a dog. Hate it so
much.One of the bigger post lady from Sg, shared food with everyone except brother
and i. Why ? Are we outcasts ? LOL! I was standing right beside her when she fed the
others one by one. While giving out samples to passerbys, most Singaporeans are like
fucktards ! Fucking ass hole....! I stood beside them like 5 cm away from their arm,
holding onto the board, smiling and shouting " Hi ! Would you like to try ? " They just
fucking don't see ME ?!?!?!?!?! Blind ? Deaf ? Or retarded in the brain ? I guess its
the 3rd one.Wasting my effort ! All the sickos. I just want my pay check !..
Hate it when everyone keeps asking me to do things the way they wanted. I have
my own life !!!! They always slack and make us busy.. Make drinks for themselves
while we cant. AWWW ?
One girl name Ria. She is a very nice girl and i like her. She's so helpful to everyone.
Yesterday her boyf came to fetch her but he was jealous because he saw her friend
working together with her that night. Her boyf is a Singaporean while Ria is a Pinoy.
He is 20 this year and is serving the NS, just like my boyf. Character also almost the
same huh? No choice..? Ria and her other friends came from the same school, he can't
possibly be angry like that. She came to work today with sore eyes. She must have
cried so much yesterday. Guys are some how jerks. I pity her.
I dont know why im treating my mom like shit these days...
She talk to me, i raise my voice and shout at her. Why ??..... She wanted to eat my Oreo
cookie and yet i shouted at her " Eh ! This is my Christmas present leh.... fuck " Come to
think of it, im really so bad to her. Everyday i tell myself that i'll treat her better
tomorrow. But that day never come. Maybe because i just hate her character so much.
Hate everything in life.
Reached home and asked to borrow money from my auntie aka maid. She keeps money
for my dad. I complaint about working on how tired i was and every shit. I wanted to
enjoy myself tomorrow on my off day. We talked to each other like a machine gun trying
to fire at each other. Never ending shit. Last week i didnt get to see my boyf.. she tried
to point out which day he was not free and which day we can meet. I was so tired to
think and i attitude her all the way. So pissed. What for to be so clear ? No time to meet
= no time to meet.. Had slight headache and i ended up being bad mood.
Came out of the room. Saw my mom sleeping while the tv is switched on. I shouted at
her " Oi ! If you want to sleep then go into the room and sleep. Don't sit here and sleep
while the tv is on. Dont complaint to me that im the one wasting ur electricity. Its you !"
And i walked away with a sucky face.
Went into game.... play play play. I accidentally hit baby's char. He killed my char
all the way. I got pissed and said " Cb la u ".. And so i returned and kill his char. i knew
that he was angry but he claimed that he wasnt. I hate people to lie to me. So pissed
with life.I felt guilty of course.. I'm sorry. And I'm so tired today. I want to burst !!!
When you said that you wanted to play dota, i thought that dota is so much important
to me. Im jealous that you rather play dota than talk to me !
Somehow i hate life. I dont understand why my parents wont give me money unless
i ask them personally/ borrow money from them. I dont understand why life is so
difficult. I dont undertsand why working is so shit. I dont understand why nobody
understands me. I just hate life because its totally unfair.
1:47AM ¶ 1:10 AM 0 Comments
Thursday, December 10, 2009
Woots ! I've been spending so much money since last 2 days. Lols !
Walked in Tampines area with baby just now. Caught an eye on a shoe...!
$50.. Hahaha another bag attracted me from E-sprit.. $60.. :( After i get
my pay, i'll go have a shopping spree with my love. Heheheheheheh ! I've
been missing out on those good stuffs lately !
Ate dinner at Tampines 1.. "say-cheese" heheheheh ! Ate Chicken baked rice.
Gosh...! I rather eat baby's Baked Beef Lasagna.... My baked rice tastes boring even
though its "chef's recommendation" Lols =x BUT their drink.."Strawberry cheesecake..."
is fucking delicious la ! Gosh... I wish to have life time supply of that.. ! :D
Totally shiok ! Its like a cheesecake drink instead of eating it mouth by mouth.....WOO!
This is one of the BEST drink i've ever tasted. The another best drink is "Iced Chocolate"
Not that ordinary ice chocolate, but it tastes like melted chocolate icecream. Power !!!
However, i cant find that restaurant now... :( I miss the iced chocolate.. Damn..! Almost
everywhere i go, the ice chocolate will never be better than that :(
I shall never be lame with baby anymore... :(
He dont like me to be lame ! That's so hurtful but i must also understand his needs.. :D
I shall only be lame with my cliques !! :D Hehehehehehehehehehehe ! I shall be someone
mature when i'm with him. And someone childish when i'm with my friends. Lols !
Bring me to shop again my love !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! xD
I wanna meet rachel baobei tooo !! It's been so long since all of us met. I miss her xD
Aww.. Its like.. 10hours and 40 mins more to work time ! :( Goodluck to myself !
T_T It's a "4 days" suffering again.
12.20AM ¶ 12:06 AM 0 Comments
Walked in Tampines area with baby just now. Caught an eye on a shoe...!
$50.. Hahaha another bag attracted me from E-sprit.. $60.. :( After i get
my pay, i'll go have a shopping spree with my love. Heheheheheheh ! I've
been missing out on those good stuffs lately !
Ate dinner at Tampines 1.. "say-cheese" heheheheh ! Ate Chicken baked rice.
Gosh...! I rather eat baby's Baked Beef Lasagna.... My baked rice tastes boring even
though its "chef's recommendation" Lols =x BUT their drink.."Strawberry cheesecake..."
is fucking delicious la ! Gosh... I wish to have life time supply of that.. ! :D
Totally shiok ! Its like a cheesecake drink instead of eating it mouth by mouth.....WOO!
This is one of the BEST drink i've ever tasted. The another best drink is "Iced Chocolate"
Not that ordinary ice chocolate, but it tastes like melted chocolate icecream. Power !!!
However, i cant find that restaurant now... :( I miss the iced chocolate.. Damn..! Almost
everywhere i go, the ice chocolate will never be better than that :(
I shall never be lame with baby anymore... :(
He dont like me to be lame ! That's so hurtful but i must also understand his needs.. :D
I shall only be lame with my cliques !! :D Hehehehehehehehehehehe ! I shall be someone
mature when i'm with him. And someone childish when i'm with my friends. Lols !
Bring me to shop again my love !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! xD
I wanna meet rachel baobei tooo !! It's been so long since all of us met. I miss her xD
Aww.. Its like.. 10hours and 40 mins more to work time ! :( Goodluck to myself !
T_T It's a "4 days" suffering again.
12.20AM ¶ 12:06 AM 0 Comments
Monday, December 7, 2009
Hee yay.. Uploaded photos from food fair with twin. :D hehehehe !
F&N....... :)
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F&N....... :)
Money money money. Why is earning so difficult while spending money is so easy ?
I just spent 80bucks on my dog's food. Lols. Its like I'm working for my dog and not
for me. But i still love him and that's why i want him to have the best. :D
Hahaha. My 2nd boyfriend..
Damn.. Sometimes i wonder why do i have a mother who doesn't really care about
me...? When i go to work, i have no money and yet she borrowed me money instead of
giving me money. Now that i get my pay, she remembers the exact amount of money
i'd owed her, which i don't remember. Hahaha ?! Im 17 this year and im working for
my own money. I just realised that im such a "good child" just like my brother. Lols.
My parents will never ask me, "Do you have enough money to eat?".. Instead of me
asking, "Got money to borrow me?"
Went to buy dog's food with daddy today. Hahaha free transport to Simei..
I spent 80bucks on Pet Lovers and that fucking cashier didnt ask me to make the
membership card. Cheebye.. She's like 18 years old ?! She thinks that im poor and
no money to make card huh ? Stupid bitch.. No mouth to ask... Spend a minimum of
$50, can make 1 card.. Fucker.
I just spent 80bucks on my dog's food. Lols. Its like I'm working for my dog and not
for me. But i still love him and that's why i want him to have the best. :D
Hahaha. My 2nd boyfriend..
Damn.. Sometimes i wonder why do i have a mother who doesn't really care about
me...? When i go to work, i have no money and yet she borrowed me money instead of
giving me money. Now that i get my pay, she remembers the exact amount of money
i'd owed her, which i don't remember. Hahaha ?! Im 17 this year and im working for
my own money. I just realised that im such a "good child" just like my brother. Lols.
My parents will never ask me, "Do you have enough money to eat?".. Instead of me
asking, "Got money to borrow me?"
Went to buy dog's food with daddy today. Hahaha free transport to Simei..
I spent 80bucks on Pet Lovers and that fucking cashier didnt ask me to make the
membership card. Cheebye.. She's like 18 years old ?! She thinks that im poor and
no money to make card huh ? Stupid bitch.. No mouth to ask... Spend a minimum of
$50, can make 1 card.. Fucker.
12.55AM
Work work work.. Almost everyday is packed.. Luckily im only working for part
time.. :D Monday till Wednesday is off day ! :D
Well, i miss "him" everyday and i wonder if he misses me in return.. :(
Things are slightly different now as im most of the time working. I hope that there's
more trust in our relationship though..
Well, he just treated me coldly just for a facebook remark. Sigh.. Life isn't easy.
Work work work ! Bloody hell, when is F&N paying me my money ?!?!?!?!??!?!!?!
A rich company yet giving out salary like that ? Must i wait for a month for my
salary to be processed ? Anyway, this coming 8th is 1 month. What the fuck......!
Received a sms from my junior yesterday while working. She asked if im free for
band's concert. Sadly i have to reject it because of my work schedules. I missed playing
the trumpet and would like to play one...
Earning money is really not easy..... :)
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time.. :D Monday till Wednesday is off day ! :D
Well, i miss "him" everyday and i wonder if he misses me in return.. :(
Things are slightly different now as im most of the time working. I hope that there's
more trust in our relationship though..
Well, he just treated me coldly just for a facebook remark. Sigh.. Life isn't easy.
Work work work ! Bloody hell, when is F&N paying me my money ?!?!?!?!??!?!!?!
A rich company yet giving out salary like that ? Must i wait for a month for my
salary to be processed ? Anyway, this coming 8th is 1 month. What the fuck......!
Received a sms from my junior yesterday while working. She asked if im free for
band's concert. Sadly i have to reject it because of my work schedules. I missed playing
the trumpet and would like to play one...
Earning money is really not easy..... :)
1.24pm ¶ 1:16 AM 0 Comments
