My Stories :)
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
Time flies so quickly. Its already Wednesday :( And there's school in 5 days
time. Totally bull shit. Didn't work nor study. 2 weeks holiday is full of games
and outings. Thanks to auntie aka maid for letting me use the money from dad.
:x for another purpose as well. :)!
Took the Singapore flyers yesterday with clique + edwin and kar ming ! :D
Fun fun :) The time is just right. Took quite many photos there :) Thanks to
GS for asking us there as each ride is only $10 per person ! Student price of
course. The actual price is about $30 :x
School is starting soon.. Happy or sad about it ? Suck ! Gonna face those
people in school and in class. Bull shit. Totally dislike act cute girls. Geez..
I'll just be 2 face :)!
No time to deal anything much in school life. After school is what i am :D
Guys guys guys.. DL messaged me yesterday and told me all those shitty stuffs.
I felt that he only msg me when he's bored in camp. Lol ! I'm not that dumb
anyway. Telling me to give him a chance and all. Totally no way. He sounded
desperate for a girlfriend. After all, AL seems to be more sincere. Haha but i
don't feel anything for him. Being friends will be the best state :)
I want a new wallet !! Gonna save up save up and save up :P
I'm coming, BB :D!
I really feel like working.... Flexible time and acceptable pay job. I want a
shopping spreeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D!
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Friday, August 20, 2010
Blog blog blog. Im on and off. Quite many things going through my mind
this few days. I really think a lot during holidays huh. With nothing to do,
makes me think think and think. Lol ! Kinda miss school but im afraid of
the upcoming exam. Not yet touch any of my assignments. Boring... Also
bored of looking for a job. Had been calling and sending e-mails for the
past few days and nothing came by. Anyway holiday is going to end, i
should really stop looking for a job already. :D
Last few days.. Keep bumping into Ann Chen. Hahaha ! Yeah he chatted
with me on msn last few days. Felt kinda weird because it's been a long
time since we last chat. But it was rather cool to bump into someone whom
i knew long time ago. Sounds like long lost friend. -_-!
Friday the 13th, most people said that its a bad day when 13 and Friday clashes.
Well, that's the last day of school ! A good thing. Furthermore, realised someone
who's rather cute in school. Lol sounds like a stupid dumbo girl here. But yeah..
1st time someone gave multiple stares or rather eye contact. Im like soooo sick
in the brain right now. Just remember that face and that's all i know :x
In fact, i stopped helping my brother at the bubble tea store :x maybe its just me,
who thinks too much. I think that he don't actually need my help because he
employed someone to help. I feel lousy bad lousy bad lousy bad ! I can't
handle it if there's many people buying. I can't simply remember what they
ordered and i'll keep asking them to repeat. Also, my chinese just suck ! :x
Luckily twinneh was there to help me the other time :D Love her so muchhhh ! :)
Sometimes i still feel that He's a little weird towards me. We do chat on msn and
also in game. Just got a weird feeling. Maybe i'm thinking too much again ! But
by what he says, does make me feel weird. Good or bad ? I don't know :)
Been hooked by drama lately and don't wanna start on revision !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D
I kept telling myself that even though those drama are LIES. I can't experience
it in real life, let me dream ! :P hahaha.
Jiayou to myself ! :D
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Monday, August 9, 2010
Sun burnt ! :(
Went to Sentosa yesterday ! :) 8 August 2010. Hehehe. Was rather emo at first
cause of my skin.. Wore singlet there. Exposed my ugly skin with acne scars. That's
why i'm emo. Haha never liked all these ugly stuffs on me. Sun tan ! :) Was shy to
remove my singlet even thou i wore bikini bra. But i still removed it at the end.
Tan tan tan, i thought it was never enough ! Until after bath and on the way home,
its so painful. That was the first and the last time i get sun burn :x Never want
another one again. The feeling just suck. I thought it will be fun to experience once.
But no way ! It wasn't fun at all :'( PAIN.
Feel like a handicap robot. Moving with hands straight, avoiding any contact with
skin and shirt :( Hate wearing bra ! So tight till my skin feels painful !
Guys guys guys.. One after another. What the.. -_- !
DL asked me out yesterday but i rejected it. He wasn't sincere at all and he isn't
the type i wanted :D Maybe he's just desperate. NS guy.. What to expect ? :)!
AL is also so much better than him. Eew !
Single life is what i want :P Not gonna spoil it until someone rightful comes.
After all, no guy is better than Him until now :)
Ignoring RQ right now. Hahaha ! Thanks to Him for telling me all those stuffs. Lol.
Went to Paya Lebar to help my brother just now. Learnt learnt :) Bubble tea !
It looks fun. But quite stressful if i were to forget how to make them :( Hope i'll
remember ! :D
I really want a Clover ! And a bike ! :x
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Sunday, August 8, 2010
Just realised that some people read my blog ! :x I thought no one will visit this
dead blog. Had been so tired lately. Playing basketball and going out. Really had
so much fun playing basketball. On the other hand, it teaches me how to be more
confident in myself. For example, when i get the ball, i must try to score. I wasn't
like this in the past. Always scared. Even though i'm still scared, i know i'm better
than what i was. :)! Also thanks to my lovely twinneh :D Who taught and encouraged
me so much. She totally understands me :x Damn cool !
I'm so gonna spend my time wisely for this weekend. " I hope... " Pray that it will
be a sunny Sunday because i wanna sun tan ! :( Hate my disgusting skin..
Played bball at tenaga after going to Far east and bugis. Some unknown people
came and we played match. 3 v 3. Twin, huat and me vs 3 guys there. 1 fucking
idiot made a comment that they don't have to guard/block me cause i won't move.
Fuck him..! He's isn't that good anyway. If i were a guy, i'll show him what i've got.
The thing is.. If i freaking touch him, its disgusting ! I never liked playing with
guys; especially those whom i don't know. Don't like to get touched. Idiotic ass.
Pui ! All thanks to his tall friend who snatched for the ball so hardly. Lol super
long hands !
I've been thinking of what i wanna be in the future. No ! I don't wanna be an
accountant, but i wanna be a teacher who teaches accounting ! :) I believe that
being with younger people, will make me younger and being an accountant will
be more stressful. So much competition within a company even though the pay
is higher. Its more important to be happy ! :) I'm sure teachers too, will be
stressful but there's not many accounting teachers right now. :x Under government
is also a good thing.
Thought of putting tattoo and learning bike. Though it may sound stupid, i
believe that trying isn't a bad thing. I thought of putting a Clover :) four leaf !
Love it :) Still remembered he bought me one. Clover means good luck :) And i
find it special. Though bike is unsafe, i just thought of experiencing it until older
age, when i get a stable job. Stable job = good income = car ! :D Maybe.......
Still thinking.
No school on Monday ! Shiok ! 1 lesser day to see sucker's faces in school :P Love it !
Sleeping time ! :) Goodnight to myself.
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Wednesday, August 4, 2010
Have not been feeling good for these few days. I wonder why.. Maybe its just
a new month for me. Problems at school, home and out. Too many people whom
i don't like or get along in school. Im totally not myself at school because there isnt
a need to be myself when others suck. Some talk without thinking, making themselves
like a fool. Which i dislike the most. Totally shit. Money is another problem. Bought
snacks in school and people wanting to share it with me. I don't mind if they can stop
taking as much as they want. As if i buy those because of them. I buy because im
fucking hungry. Sharing isnt a problem. Even so, good friends around me gives me
this problem as well. Dad gave me 20bucks just now. Went out to celebrate Gs birthday.
We shared presents and dinner cost. I paid for some stuffs and friends owe me 16bucks
in total. I feel shitty because instead of spending the 20bucks for myself, i borrowed
it to others. That's what my dad gave, for sake.. No initiative to return as well. No
comments. I don't wanna say much about it as others will say that im selfish. I wished
that money is never a problem. Sigh.. I still owe him so much money. :( Wonder when
i can really work during the holidays.
Went to Orchard ion just now. Looked into the Swatch watch shop and saw that
handsome guy whom we all saw during Huat's birthday at Aston; Suntec. The guy
whom looked like him.. But haha this is better looking :x though they really look alike.
He kept staring at us while we walked pass as he picked up something on the floor.
Took lots of photos too :)!
Don't really wish to go to school. Don't wanna see faces which will make me piss. &
all the fucking attitudes people can give. Immature behaviors make me sick. Boring life.
:(!
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