My Stories :)
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
Went to work with my new hair colour. Many said that i look bad with the hair
and it made me very mature. :( Its kinda hurtful but i spent $62 on it ! :( What made
me jealous is that all of them complimented twinny's hair except mine. I envied her
to be a cute little girl with a cute voice and character. Trying to be strong, i held my
emotions throughout the day. No one to talk about it except my baby. He's always
there for me whenever i feel down. I feel like hurting myself as i hate myself for
not being perfect.
I feel lucky to have such a wonderful boyfriend by my side. He never fail to comfort
me when im feeling low. Last few days i hated myself for making him angry
whenever i see him. For a week, we only managed to meet up about once or twice.
Its hurtful to see him angry for the precious 2 days. I wished i can do more.. :(
I blamed myself for not being good enough for him and also wasting his time, love,
energy and money on me. Im extremely silly at times which made him angry :(
I love him so much.. I doubt that no one can ever replace his caring thoughts to
me. Except his bad attitude :X but its improving !
Went home and i became RICH out of a sudden. Dad, mom and brother asked if i
have money. "No..... :(" then dad gave me $20, brother $20 and mom $10. One
after another. Dang ! Im rich ! $50 in 5 minutes.... xD
I wish that i won't think so muchhhhh ! :(
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and it made me very mature. :( Its kinda hurtful but i spent $62 on it ! :( What made
me jealous is that all of them complimented twinny's hair except mine. I envied her
to be a cute little girl with a cute voice and character. Trying to be strong, i held my
emotions throughout the day. No one to talk about it except my baby. He's always
there for me whenever i feel down. I feel like hurting myself as i hate myself for
not being perfect.
I feel lucky to have such a wonderful boyfriend by my side. He never fail to comfort
me when im feeling low. Last few days i hated myself for making him angry
whenever i see him. For a week, we only managed to meet up about once or twice.
Its hurtful to see him angry for the precious 2 days. I wished i can do more.. :(
I blamed myself for not being good enough for him and also wasting his time, love,
energy and money on me. Im extremely silly at times which made him angry :(
I love him so much.. I doubt that no one can ever replace his caring thoughts to
me. Except his bad attitude :X but its improving !
Went home and i became RICH out of a sudden. Dad, mom and brother asked if i
have money. "No..... :(" then dad gave me $20, brother $20 and mom $10. One
after another. Dang ! Im rich ! $50 in 5 minutes.... xD
I wish that i won't think so muchhhhh ! :(
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Tuesday, January 26, 2010
CABAL again :)
Went to baby's house with my lappy. Asked him to check out what's wrong with my
cabal helix. Had a little conflict under his block because i think too much. I thought
that he'd changed :(
Cabal loading ! Mine (left..) and his lappy (right..)
Sony NW and CS series :D
Loving my lappy every moment... (dont mind the legs behind.. :) )
Dyed my hair at bi's house. His mom helped me to colour them ! My hair became so
GOLD ! Like.. golden monkey. :(
So i went to a salon near baby's house to highlight my hair. Trim and highlight.
Spent a total of $52 at the salon. At least im satisfied with my hair now :D Slightly
brown and gold :)
Will get to know which school im posted to, by tomorrow !! Kinda nervous... :/
Money money money. Why everyone talks only about money ?! Dang !
Its irritating. Feel stressed when i think of it :( heartache..headache..
Work tomorrow again ! Doomsdayyyyy :X
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Went to baby's house with my lappy. Asked him to check out what's wrong with my
cabal helix. Had a little conflict under his block because i think too much. I thought
that he'd changed :(
Cabal loading ! Mine (left..) and his lappy (right..)
Sony NW and CS series :D
Loving my lappy every moment... (dont mind the legs behind.. :) )
Dyed my hair at bi's house. His mom helped me to colour them ! My hair became soGOLD ! Like.. golden monkey. :(
So i went to a salon near baby's house to highlight my hair. Trim and highlight.
Spent a total of $52 at the salon. At least im satisfied with my hair now :D Slightly
brown and gold :)
Will get to know which school im posted to, by tomorrow !! Kinda nervous... :/
Money money money. Why everyone talks only about money ?! Dang !
Its irritating. Feel stressed when i think of it :( heartache..headache..
Work tomorrow again ! Doomsdayyyyy :X
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Tuesday, January 19, 2010
Just kinda lazy to update my blog recently. Had so much problems going on
at work. For example; unhappy with the supervisors. Most of the people there
are just acting to be friendly, something which i didn't like most. How i wish that
they are all chinese. Not trying to be racist somehow.
Its been a week since i last saw baby. Miss him so much currently :)..
He undergone a surgery on his elbow last few days which made me worry so much.
I want to see him right now. :(
Can't wait to get my pay soon. Its been almost 2 months I'd been working there and,
no salary yet. :(
My 2nd uncle is in the hospital now. Currently in the ICU, emergency room ? I hope
that he will be really fine.. Its really sad to hear these type of news.
There are always sudden happenings in life.
Hope to be in the same school with twinny too :) so that i wont be lonely. Hehehe.
Can't wait to highlight and trim my hair ! Also, shopping for clothes and make up
accessories :P
Learnt some cool hairstyles online which i will and i must try. Too bored having my
hair down all the time :x
Gotta go and have some rest now ! :D
3.06AM
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at work. For example; unhappy with the supervisors. Most of the people there
are just acting to be friendly, something which i didn't like most. How i wish that
they are all chinese. Not trying to be racist somehow.
Its been a week since i last saw baby. Miss him so much currently :)..
He undergone a surgery on his elbow last few days which made me worry so much.
I want to see him right now. :(
Can't wait to get my pay soon. Its been almost 2 months I'd been working there and,
no salary yet. :(
My 2nd uncle is in the hospital now. Currently in the ICU, emergency room ? I hope
that he will be really fine.. Its really sad to hear these type of news.
There are always sudden happenings in life.
Hope to be in the same school with twinny too :) so that i wont be lonely. Hehehe.
Can't wait to highlight and trim my hair ! Also, shopping for clothes and make up
accessories :P
Learnt some cool hairstyles online which i will and i must try. Too bored having my
hair down all the time :x
Gotta go and have some rest now ! :D
3.06AM
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Tuesday, January 12, 2010
O levels results were out. Went back to school in uniform with the clique as
usual. Was nervous when they announced the percentage of passes overall.
The Sec5 batch didnt do that well as from what i saw. Envied those in the
express stream as they did very well. Kinda regretted not studying hard enough
for my exam. Nevertheless, what's over is over :D
Really congratulate those who did well for the exam and good luck for their coming
new year and new life.
Stood up in front of my teachers while receiving the results. Mr Ganesan said this
to me, " You did quite good which i didnt expect, XiangXiang.. " I was cursing him
in my mind.." Bull shit.." When i peeped at my result slip slowly, i was so surprised.
Surprised that i passed my English and Mathematics. The important 2 subjects.
Went on and on. 4 passes and 1 failure. However my points were not enough to
admit into polytechnics. I was disappointed and naturally i cried. I got 29 points.
Its a waste that i didnt get 28 points.. Or else i can use my CCA points as well.
Fated i guess.. :)
English : C6
Combined Humanities : C5
Mathematics : C6
Combined science : D7
Principle of accounts : C5
I was shocked to see that my POA was C5. My poa sucked all along in Secondary
school life. Hahaha must be a miracle! As well as my english subject.
Anyway i've decided to go to Higher nitec in ITE and move up to polytechnic after
that. Since direct polytechnic admission only allows 26 pointers to appeal. Fated as
well. :D
2 years in ITE, 2 years in poly. If not, 3 years in poly after Secondary school. Just
have to waste 1 year afterall. I can do it ! :D
I'll be with twinny also. Hehehe. Love her.
Last but not least, congratulations to baby and my friends ! :D
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usual. Was nervous when they announced the percentage of passes overall.
The Sec5 batch didnt do that well as from what i saw. Envied those in the
express stream as they did very well. Kinda regretted not studying hard enough
for my exam. Nevertheless, what's over is over :D
Really congratulate those who did well for the exam and good luck for their coming
new year and new life.
Stood up in front of my teachers while receiving the results. Mr Ganesan said this
to me, " You did quite good which i didnt expect, XiangXiang.. " I was cursing him
in my mind.." Bull shit.." When i peeped at my result slip slowly, i was so surprised.
Surprised that i passed my English and Mathematics. The important 2 subjects.
Went on and on. 4 passes and 1 failure. However my points were not enough to
admit into polytechnics. I was disappointed and naturally i cried. I got 29 points.
Its a waste that i didnt get 28 points.. Or else i can use my CCA points as well.
Fated i guess.. :)
English : C6
Combined Humanities : C5
Mathematics : C6
Combined science : D7
Principle of accounts : C5
I was shocked to see that my POA was C5. My poa sucked all along in Secondary
school life. Hahaha must be a miracle! As well as my english subject.
Anyway i've decided to go to Higher nitec in ITE and move up to polytechnic after
that. Since direct polytechnic admission only allows 26 pointers to appeal. Fated as
well. :D
2 years in ITE, 2 years in poly. If not, 3 years in poly after Secondary school. Just
have to waste 1 year afterall. I can do it ! :D
I'll be with twinny also. Hehehe. Love her.
Last but not least, congratulations to baby and my friends ! :D
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Monday, January 11, 2010
9 more days to pay day.
Few more hours to receiving results.
Feeling nervous.
Having a bad feeling.
Regretted not trying my best to study harder. Or not i dont have to be this worried.
Hope baby, my friends and i did well :)
Feeling tired everyday. Waking up so early in the morning for nothing. Its like an
alarm clock had been inserted into my head that i woke up at 6+ to 7am in the morning
everyday. Its so sickening ! D: Having difficulty sleeping also.
My phone is having some problems with smsing. Most probably the problem occured
after i dropped my phone. Heart ache :( Gonna send it to the hospital soon. Haha.
So many days didnt get to see baby. Just wanna say that i miss him so much :)
Couldnt think of any more to blog about. Will blog soon again i guess :)
Tadaa ~ :)
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Few more hours to receiving results.
Feeling nervous.
Having a bad feeling.
Regretted not trying my best to study harder. Or not i dont have to be this worried.
Hope baby, my friends and i did well :)
Feeling tired everyday. Waking up so early in the morning for nothing. Its like an
alarm clock had been inserted into my head that i woke up at 6+ to 7am in the morning
everyday. Its so sickening ! D: Having difficulty sleeping also.
My phone is having some problems with smsing. Most probably the problem occured
after i dropped my phone. Heart ache :( Gonna send it to the hospital soon. Haha.
So many days didnt get to see baby. Just wanna say that i miss him so much :)
Couldnt think of any more to blog about. Will blog soon again i guess :)
Tadaa ~ :)
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Monday, January 4, 2010
New year is here.
Spent my New Year's eve and New Year's day working...
On the eve, met the clique to Marina Square to watch the fire works. :D
Kinda tired and bored while waiting for the fire works. While watching, i felt
so energised and i felt excited to come to a new year :)
New year, new beginning. Reached home and ate some left over steam boat.
My family had steam boat and bbq for dinner while i worked for the whole day.
Kinda sad that i didnt get to enjoy what they had. Hahaha but its ok. There's
always another time :D Went to sleep at 3am. Woke up the next day for work
and felt super tired. Hahaha.
New year..
Wanted to meet baby after work actually. However, he said that there wont be
any shop opened if we meet so late. Fortunately, my mom came to Suntec with
her sisters [ my aunties ]. They ate buffet ! :( Mom came to fetch me home.
Felt kinda happy that its a new year and i can get to be with my mom. Maybe
this is really a new beginning for us to get closer :) :)
Work work and work..
I got scolded by a customer yesterday. Lols. So pissed with that bitch who said..
"take away the board"....... I thought she wanted me to clear the table by taking
the board away but she meant that she wanted to take away the pizza. Fuck D:
Bitch.. !
I miss bi bi.. :(
Haven't met him for a long time already.
Blablabla......... :(
Darn... Both of my fighting fishes passed away. Both before the new year.
Upset. My half moon and copper fish. :( Rest in peace guys !
Hee yay ! Wednesday, twin will be working with me. Can't wait ! :D Love you
twinny. hehehehe :D
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Spent my New Year's eve and New Year's day working...
On the eve, met the clique to Marina Square to watch the fire works. :D
Kinda tired and bored while waiting for the fire works. While watching, i felt
so energised and i felt excited to come to a new year :)
New year, new beginning. Reached home and ate some left over steam boat.
My family had steam boat and bbq for dinner while i worked for the whole day.
Kinda sad that i didnt get to enjoy what they had. Hahaha but its ok. There's
always another time :D Went to sleep at 3am. Woke up the next day for work
and felt super tired. Hahaha.
New year..
Wanted to meet baby after work actually. However, he said that there wont be
any shop opened if we meet so late. Fortunately, my mom came to Suntec with
her sisters [ my aunties ]. They ate buffet ! :( Mom came to fetch me home.
Felt kinda happy that its a new year and i can get to be with my mom. Maybe
this is really a new beginning for us to get closer :) :)
Work work and work..
I got scolded by a customer yesterday. Lols. So pissed with that bitch who said..
"take away the board"....... I thought she wanted me to clear the table by taking
the board away but she meant that she wanted to take away the pizza. Fuck D:
Bitch.. !
I miss bi bi.. :(
Haven't met him for a long time already.
Blablabla......... :(
Darn... Both of my fighting fishes passed away. Both before the new year.
Upset. My half moon and copper fish. :( Rest in peace guys !
Hee yay ! Wednesday, twin will be working with me. Can't wait ! :D Love you
twinny. hehehehe :D
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