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Sunday, June 20, 2010
Holiday !!!! :)
Had class chalet from Monday to Wednesday 14-16 June.
Stayed over and went home too. Drink drank drunk. Hahahaha. No drunk actually.
Drank Vodka with coke :) Chit chat with grace and others. Played cards and all.
Didn't sleep actually. Don't have any space to rest in the room so we actually ton
outside while chatting. Quite average though. Didn't sleep for 2 days. The 2nd day
was rather emo. Few friends got drunk. Haha i nearly got crazy but luckily i controlled
myself :)! Looking at the others who got drunk, i also wanna get drunk but i scared.
Hahaha.
Took bus 5 home from chalet on the 2nd day. It went pass changi prison and all then
to simei. :(! Thought of him cause of those familiar places. Really heart aching. The
highway which we cycled to. The slope which caused my toe to bleed. The road
which he rushed to get water and plaster for my wound. Those are so unforgettable
which led me crying. That night, i became so emo. Hahaha fucking mind. :(! Kept
drinking till i nearly got drunk.
Don't know why guys kept asking girls the same few questions. Irritating. I feel
that they thought girls are cheap stuffs. Which i really hate. Talking about sex and
everything makes me think that they have no respects for us, the girls. Fucking guys.
Holiday holiday holiday.. Hoping for school to reopen. Not much pocket money and
nothing to do. No money = no life :(! Baaaaa everyday play cabal. Hahaha :)!
Kinda sad that he's got someone whom he likes. No matter what, i will still wish him
for the best. Every good girl deserves him :)! Returned him the internet usb today.
Felt weird looking at him. It's like someone whom i've missed. But i cannot do
anything but to look at him and smile. After i walked away, i cried. Damn.. Really
hate myself. I miss him for sure. We are friends... :)
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Happy Papa day :)!
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Friday, June 11, 2010
Bloggy ! :)
Had menstration today ! :( What a sad thing. But it's all natural for girls. Aww..
Anyway, i studied Business Environment for few hours last night ! Damn tired
today. But once i switched on the laptop, i'm all awake. Studied again during
break time in the school library. But whatever i studied into details, didn't come
out for the test today ! I seriously still hope that i can get grade A :(! Really suck.
Changed outfit and went out with twinny, je gong and gs :) Went to Dempsey to
collect our pay. First time changed in school la. So many people kept looking at
me like some weirdo. Classmate disturb me. Kept saying that i look good and
all. Bullshit. Saw Mr Andrew, Communication subject teacher. He saw me and
kept smiling. Lol total weirdo. But he's a nice teacher :) from Scotland ! Love his
natural light brown coloured hair. Lol. Yeah but in the end, twinny didn't wear the
same outfit as mine :( Cause we did promised to wear the same one. Baaaa !
Super mood swing in school though. Hahahaha super hate some people. Grrrr :D
Love my brother man ! He's always willing to help me :D I'm so lucky :)
Don't know how to survive during the chalet. With people i hate.. And with no
money to eat. Sucks ?!?!?! :(
Sigh.. I'm still upset ! Though i smile always. Sucksssss :(
Not ready, not interested :)
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Monday, June 7, 2010
Blog blog blog ! :)
Still remembered the other time, we went to celebrate SengHuat's birthday at
Suntec city on 20th May. Ate Aston over there :) Saw a guy who looked super
like "Him" last few years. Super handsome :D! Even twinny also agreed with me.
Hahaha. Same skinny skinny type but more handsome by a little bit and taller :x
Really look like Him laaaa :) In his long hair, the first few times i met him in my
life :)
Been shopping with twin lately and slacking with cliques. Life still goes on smoothly.
Happy being with cliques :) Extremely loving twinny :D
Sometimes don't feel like going to school.. Don't really like all of my classmates, i
should admit. :) Some though.. Argh ! Always having difficulties making friends
because i don't trust someone easily and i tend to hate people easily. Haha !
Went out with Arisman; twin's classmate, the other time. It was a Tuesday but
can't remember which date. We had been messaging for a few days actually. But
not now :D He treated me movie :)! After that day, i feel that he's not the one i
like. Afterall, i still cant forget about Him :(! Not a time for anything new.. :)
He's somehow like a playboy to me. Thanks twinny for telling me some things
which i don't know :D Love youuuu !
Had been messaging a guy name Adrian lately.
It's been like 2 months i've been contacting Adrian. Always asking me out :(
But until now, i rejected him. Baaaa :x We kinda share some likings in common.
But i don't have any special feelings for him. More like only friends :) He's also
like a brother to me. 4 years age gap, finished NS though :)! More mature too.
Still don't like :)!
Sometimes i wish that i don't have any feelings.. Like a person without a heart.
I saw His facebook wall, "An hour ago, An eye candy, At bedok's princess mac."
:( Saw His comments, a girl looked at him and all. Felt kinda jealous. But baaaa !
I shouldn't be feeling all these shit ! That's why i say that i'm most of the time
DUMB :D Sometimes in class, i just don't feel like talking. :( Don't want anyone
to notice me. Just wanna be alone. But at that point of time, my mind can't
stop thinking thinking and thinking. :( Sucks. Baaaaaaaaaa !
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