My Stories :)
Monday, September 27, 2010
Thursday, September 23, 2010
IRRITATED !
That that that ! Is my face now. HAHA !
That that that ! Is my face now. HAHA !Messages, MSN... All spam spam spam. Omg. Really don't feel like replying
sms and staying offline on messenger. Grrrr... DL kept telling me that he's
bored. What can i do ? D: YQ msged me.. I didn't reply, and yet he calls me.
And i ignored. He msged that he dislike people to not reply. Like.. Omg ?
I don't wanna reply, what can you do. Argh ! Frustrated. D:
Anyway, AL is slowly disappearing :P
Oh ! Now, i'm sooooooo into Super Junior. Hahaha ! Donghae !! :D Damn, how
i wish i'm in South Korea now. Plastic surgery and all done. LOL ! -_- ! Joke.
Love their songs, dance moves and the unity of the group itself. I'm so crazy :D
Once i switched on the laptop, log into msn, facebook and then youtube all the
way ! Envy them.. They can sing, can dance, have good looks, confidence and
they talk well. Envious ! :) Because i have non of the above. HAHA !
Fine, not gonna blog much. I shall look at their dance movements. So interested
to learn some :P
tadaaa !
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Friday, September 17, 2010
I wonder why when i set a colour for these fonts, they still remain black after i
posted it. -_-..
14th Sept. Accounting fundamental exam. The paper is difficult. :( Didn't know
how to do the 3rd question. Oh well, its over anyway.. There's nothing else i
can do, except to complain about it. Lol D:
16th, stayed at home the whole day and night. Watched korean drama again !
Holiday = drama. " My girlfriend is a Gumiho " Gumiho = nine tail fox. The
show is about romance again.. Love which is like bull shit. Anyway, the main
leads are good looking ! :D Girl = pretty and cute.. Guy = cute and handsome.
Also the story line is great. That's my taste.. But i have to wait for the other
episodes to be out. I really wanna know the ending :( Though i have a
feeling that it will be a tragic end. D:
At night, i accidentally stepped on a baby lizard. :( even though i didn't step it
totally under my feet ( my toe hit it ), i feel so guilty because it couldn't walk.
I didn't see it.. Argh..
17th, went to play basketball after i watched my drama. Headed down to
Indian coffeeshop for some ice teh after that (: That goes my day.
Kinda quarreled with my mom over a small conversation. I really don't
understand why i'll automatically change when i talk to her. My tone and
temper became really ridiculous. Shouting and shooting at her. I hate this.
After one conversation, i tried to make a smooth one by asking her
" you got pimple one meh ? " while she's applying some pimple cream.
But things went bad again. I really really really don't know why..........................
Sometimes i think that she's really unfortunate to have such a daughter.
If only she has one son. And there's no me. Life would be better for her. I'm
really a spoiler.
Walked passed the living room and saw something on the floor. At first, i thought
it might be a litter. I looked closely and it's a baby lizard. Very similar to the one
i saw last night. It's dying.. Lying flat on the ground. " Did i step it again ? "
I don't know..... When i picked it up with a tissue, it's head is twitching. ):
I feel so guilty.
Sometimes i wonder.. What's the purpose of being alive..?
Doing so much.... But you'll never know what will happen the next day or the
next minute. Study, doing things which you hate, being filial, earning money,
worrying about the future, pleasing others, hurt and hurt others. Why do
we have to go through all these when we are still going to die after all. What
do we gain ? Life... Is so weird. So much questions which no one can answer.
I feel like i'm isolating myself somehow.. I don't feel like chatting so much with
anyone. I have no interest in any relationship. I'm such a weirdo lately. Thinking
too much also. Hahahahahahahaha. What an idiot.. People come and go.. I don't
know who is sincere, who is not. I don't wanna trust anyone. Cause they can be
a liar, a 2 face monster. Humans are really scary. They come to you when they
need you, they leave you aside when they don't need anything from you. Guys
who consistently uses " sweet talks ", they don't work for me anymore. I feel
that he's stupid. Just go on lying, and i'll never be fooled by it. And i don't wish
to care.......................... !
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Monday, September 13, 2010
HAPPY ^^!
Look at this 4 idiotic faces. This is what i feel in my heart. I'm really happy !
Look at this 4 idiotic faces. This is what i feel in my heart. I'm really happy !Because, for whatever i studied for Business Environment, came out ! :D
Everything really paid off well. Most importantly, the paper is really easy itself.
I'm really scared at first. Perhaps, i studied too much :x Almost every corner of
the book. That's why " whatever i studied came out " -.- ! But it's always good
to play safe ! Yeah yeah but i think i lost 5 marks for instance :x because of
wrong answer. If the marker is lenient, i could just missed 2 marks ! Hahah !
Seriously didn't study for that part. I named " Wedding leave " instead of
" Marriage leave " and " Birth leave " instead of " Paternity leave " GEEZ !
Overall, i'm still happy !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D
I'm not stupid after all. LOL ! * Self praise * :x
Accounting paper tomorrow ! Gonna study hard ! :)
1 down, 1 last paper to go. I really need to pull up all my grades. And by the
end of year 2, i must get 3.5 gpa and above ! Jia you to myself ! I must bring
my family proud, simply because i love them all :P
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Sunday, September 12, 2010
Sometimes doing something you dislike, can make you like it after all (:
Previously, i was stressed on whether should i help my brother at the bubble tea
shop. Stressed and pissed ! Thinking of facing some freaky faces of customers, make
me really unhappy. Why should i work and make my blood boil at the same time.
I'm a person who will get angry when i'm asked to do something which i dislike. :x
Boo ! I was really reluctant to go there actually. Dad drove me there. But the
moment i see my brother, i'm willing to help him and try :) Just a sudden feeling.
He's been helping the family financially for many years. He wanted a day off so he
can accompany his girlfriend. As a sister, i should really think of him. Love my bro :D !
He's the big man whom i really respect. I'm really a lucky sister.
My 2nd time at work. I didn't sleep well the night before ! Because i kept thinking...
What if i don't know how to make the drink.. What if i do the wrong one.. What if what
if.. Lol ! I went to bed at 3+.. Couldn't sleep till 7+ ! That's how powerful my mind can
be. Fuck that.
Work work work. Able to look at different types of people. Most of the people from
Saturday are friendly :) ! Smiled at me even though how long i took my time to make
a drink for them :D That's why i say, it's isn't that bad after all :x Hahahahaha !
There's one !! Caucasian guy; Ang mo. Age about 27 ? Tall and not bad looking. He
came in and asked " Miss, you have paper ? " I was like... " HUH ? " Lol ! He's cute !
Pinched his nose and " Paper for my nose... T_T " he gave me that kind of reaction.
Quickly grab a whole pack of tissue paper for him and he was really happy to the
max. He took out one piece and wanted to return me the rest, i said " You can have
that " His face was really priceless. He's so damn happy. " Thank you thank you ! " and
walked off. That really made me feel soooooooooooooo good ! As though i did a good
deed. Making someone happy, makes you feel happier in return ! :D
Mom came during the night. Lots of things happened. I'm a bad daughter. I kept
shouting at her. Argh. I haven't change for the better :( ! I suck big time. After
everything, i paid for her food. Though it couldn't pay off how bad i treated her
all the time, i hope it made her feel better. I do love her, but i don't know why am
i always sucky towards her. While packing up, there's a packet of food at the
corner. My mom thought it might be some customers who forgot to bring it home.
But it was kinda weird to me. If a person buys a drink, he/she will leave it infront
of him/her and not at the most corner. That's Nasi Lemak ! Lol. We went to the
toilet and heard a girl crying while talking on a phone. After that, she came out,
she apologized to the auntie; cleaner. She vomited in the toilet. First thing which
came to my mind is.. She's pregnant ? She's a malay girl, about my age. I guess so.
Maybe not (:
Earned 50bucks. Ate dinner with gs, gong and huat. 10bucks flew. :( Money really
drains sooooooo fast D: Really scary. I spilled by drink last night at 121 :x HAHA.
Really lots of things happened yesterday. After all, it's a good Saturday :)
I've became stronger, i know. But i hope there's nothing which can pull me back
down again.
Sean chatted with me on msn again. Hahah ! Asked me what am i doing.. Wanna
meet.. I went to his fb profile, "single". Expected. That is why he chatted with me.
:) Totally similar to DL.
Some guys are so whatever.
Gonna studyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ! :D
I seriously hate sarcastic remarks. Go straight to the point fucker.
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Friday, September 10, 2010
Played Cabal yesterday because Ass wanted me to. Decided to sell my account
after all ! :) Thanks to him for helping me sell it. Hahaha. But i wonder how much
it will worth. I doubt its much. But i'm sooooo not gonna play it anymore. It's all
dead.
AL asked me what i was doing and all. So i told him everything. He got jealous
that i played game with Ass. Typing those " zzz " on messenger. I hate those. But
he guessed out who he is on my face book. And said that he's a lucky guy. Yeah
right.... bull shit ! Somehow i don't wish to talk to him. But i don't wish to hurt him
on the other hand. My words were kinda nasty yesterday towards him though..
I told him " I don't wish to talk about this, and i have no reason to explain to you "
D: ! I feel so bad after all.. I hate people to control me. He got angry and so ? Must
i really stop playing the game ? He's just a friend. Nothing else, why should i stop
myself in order to make him happy ? When i'm attached, jealousy. Single, jealousy.
What the fuck is wrong with guys on earth ! Totally bull shit. I seriously pity him.
He tells me all the sweet stuffs all the time, but i didn't get moved by any. I pity
him so i chose not to ignore him but on the other hand, i felt hurt and guilty for
making him sad. I really don't know what to do.
Well, DL is worst among all the guys i know.
I also dislike some people when they need help, they don't use words like " Please "
and " Thank you ". No basic manners at all !
I was looking at Dorothy's face book profile. I do stalk pretty girls on face book ! :)
Saw " RIP " to a friend of hers. So i went to look what's happening. I'm busybody,
i know. Her friend, a guy, passed away last 2 days if i'm not wrong. It's very
heart warming to see his friends posting on his face book walls, telling him to
come back and all. My eyes got teary when i read all those posts. Even though i
don't know that person or whatever, i feel sad for him. Life is short and unfortunate
events will happen any time. I wonder who will cry for me when i'm gone. Hahaha.
We'll never know how important someone will be unless they are gone. :( I
wanna treasure everyone around me :) !
But actions definitely speak louder than words.
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Thursday, September 9, 2010
Chey ! Didn't know got people read my dead blog still. :D This is really
Btw, i trimmed my own fringe. LOL ! Saved 2 bucks. Omg i'm so bankrupt right now.
boring isn't it ? :x
Played pool at Grandlink last 2 days; Tuesday. Didn't like that place !
1st of all, its very cramp. 2ndly, the people there suck. Or maybe i was just
unlucky that day. While playing, the pool stick will always bump into chairs,
tables or poking other strangers. Lol ! Anyway, there's 3 fucking guys over there.
Kept looking at our table as though they are MAD. Who the hell will keep looking
over ? What's worst ? I aimed for the ball and when i turned around, 1 of the guy
was squatting at the back, directly behind me ! He was taking his phone. I don't
know what the F he was doing. Taking photo ? Video ? Or whatever ! Pissed and
stared at him as though i really wanna bash him up. Damn ! I really wish that
im a guy for that moment. If i were, i'll go there and punch him in the face.
Bull shit. Guess what ? I remain chill. Thinking to myself.. Maybe he took a photo
or whatever, but too bad, he didn't manage to capture my panties. I don't wanna
embarrass myself if i were to walk there and ask what the hell he was doing.
You know, some people are really smart, they can just delete that fucking thing
(if he really did take something). Then i LL right ! D: SH saw that guy squatting
down with his phone, but she didn't tell me !!! :( If not, that fucker will not have
the opportunity to do that. But, its ok :) I still love her. Just treat is as though..
There's people who finds me sexy. HAHA i'm so thick skin. -_-!
Life is really unfair i thought. If you really think of it, you'll definitely agree with me.
:) !
DL messaged me again. Same old story. Msg me when he wants to ask me something.
What he asked ? Relationship. Same old answer, a no. Yeah yeah message me when
he's bored. Thats all. I don't need a boyfriend anyway ! :D I'm good all by myself !
Even though i get jealous while looking at couples :( Missed those times.. But i can
control myself and i won't die without a boyf :)!
Btw, i trimmed my own fringe. LOL ! Saved 2 bucks. Omg i'm so bankrupt right now.
Really saving money like a beggar !! D:
Just got to know that Eric does tattoos. He made one for DL. Well, i've thought of
having one. Still deciding though. Or maybe next time :) If i were to have one, i'll
definitely have a clover or a word " Family " :D lots of loveeeeees !
Bball later ! ^^
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