Lalala !Im bored... so i've decided to blog !And im going to skip school tomorrow..... D:Among that 5 hours of lesson in school tomorrow, 3 and a half hours will be POA !How dead can i be ? :( And right after POA, it will be Humanities. My sleeping period.And followed by Maths. Only Maths is what im interested in. So damn ! Hahaha !Bye Thursday ! :DMan ! You see my POA exam paper :( Feel stress then hand itchy also got this D: My baby boy is dozing off..
Active back when he sees food !
Awww man ! Cocoa is soooo HORNY !! I did an experiment yesterday. He kept licking my hands and legs....And so, i tried to leave my hand near
to him and he........did that fucking "movement" like what dogs always do to
human's legs. Omg :( He's so horny.. no wonder he cant stop following me wherever
i go !
HELP ME ! D:
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Have you ever wondered....
What if being on Earth is not the most wonderful thing you can achieve ?
What if you smiled but your heart felt differently ?
What if you tried to make someone care about you but it fails, what will you do ?
Im feeling insecure, hurt, afraid, unhappy, sobby and whatever it is.
I dont know what to do. My mind just cant stop talking. I cannot control my emotions.
In a huge plain field with only sand. Where should i head to ? Why am i here ?
Who will come and pick me out from here ? How long and how far do i need to get out
of here ? Im missing, does anyone care ? I doubt so...to be forgotten. I deserve it.
Im someone who thinks beyond imaginations, dont come close to me.
I want to spread my wings and fly from a great height until i reach into another world.
A world with no sorrows, no unhappiness but with plenty of love and care.
Abandon me and leave me alone. Lost touch from the bits of love. I think too much.
Sunday, 10 May.It was mother's day ! Went to tampines to eat KFC with dear and his family.Hehe. His mummy gave me a hug. But i felt weird..my mom didnt hug me since small. Its so awkward, but the feeling of it is great ! :DCabal-ed at baby's house using lappy. Seeded from his internet. Muahahaa !Chiong till midnight 2 am. Then baby send me home by cab. Gave my mom her mother's day present. It was a "lucky cat"? Those you can find by walking down some shops, with the cat sticking up one arm and waving it. But it was kinda belated.After 12 midnight. Awww, i feel so far away from my family. I dont even know when is my mother's birthday. We dont talk much, we dont go out. Sometimes, its too cold living in my family. Luckily i have cocoa :)Monday, 11May.Baby had duty ! While Jiaen, Guanshen and me went to Sakae to eat ! :DEwww ! I've wasted so much money because i only managed to eat 6 plates !Some even have that wasabi taste ! yuck ! But its fun being with my friends :DJiaEn Laogong. Hahaha. What a wideeee smile !GS. Lol ! Dont step la. That mountain of plates includes 6 of mine.The right bowl, is used by uncivilised human.
Lastly, say hello to COCOA !
Awww. Nothing much to blog these few days. Currently into chiong-ing Cabal right after school. School is still soooo boring ! D:
Tadaaa !
I miss ah bao :D
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