13May. Wednesday.Initially ah bao and i, wanted to watch Star Trek in the cinema. But unfortunately, we headed down to parkway instead. Ah bao wanted to get his weights for buidling muscles. Lalala. Ate Scoooopz ! Yummy. I think im growing muscles on my arms.I carried both of his bars with a total of 5kg with cocoa's food weighing 1kg.. Lol ! Come on, i dont wanna be muscular woman. 6kg, can grow muscle ?14May. Thursday.Weeew ! Skipped school for the 1st time... i can say, for the 1st time in my life ?With permission, i must say. The last time i skipped school is with rachel baobei.I think..... i was only sec2 then. Hahaha. I used excuses like there's thunder and heavy rain and today's time table are mainly stupid lessons which are mostly freeeee periods =x And, permission granted ! :DWell, no friends msged me or something to ask why i didnt come to school.Perhaps if 1 day i die, they wouldnt even know. Hahaha.Aww, i just logged into Facebook. Ah bao's friend commented on his status right after i did. What she commented, makes me feel stupid about myself. What she commented, makes me feel that i dont understand him. Everything was settled yesterday, but its coming back today. What can i do to stop these from haunting me ?I dont feel good.11.52AM