Thursday, April 8, 2010
Went to parkway with my family last few days on the Sunday; 4th April..
Met mom at Watson's. Bought food for Whitey :) Cost $100. Brother paid
half for me :)
Ate New york new york.. Felt that being with my family is somehow
important. On the way there, in the bus, i think a lot. Passed by the bus
stop where lots of memories placed. Hahaha its over.. Useless to think about
it also. Uncontrollable. Freaking brain.
I can say that im thinking too much almost everyday. Lol ! Whenever im
bored, i'll think of shit stuffs. Damn.. Life is kinda meaningless. But somehow
it will benefit. :)
Went cycling today with jiaen, guanshen and senghuat. Cycled around Bedok
Reservoir Park.. 2 rounds. Tired legs.. Get to see beautiful view of the
reservoir. Its hell beautiful at night. No wonder i see couples sitting on
benches :) how sweet ! :D
Went to 85 market for dinner. Stingray :) Everywhere i go, i think of him.
Hahaha what a dumb ass. Stupid shit. Get a life.. He don't need you now! :D
He asked me questions about why i broke up with him and what is his
character about. Blablabla. Just hope that he'll be happier :D hope he'll change
his character to be a better man. So he have many choices to make :)
As for me, it's still difficult to let it go. But i believe that time will heal. :)
For now, i'll not trust anyone easily. Because humans are scary.
Self esteem ? I don't think i need self esteem. Yes, what's important, is how
you looked at yourself. I don't think that i suit you anymore. You should
be with someone better :) I'm not the one. Just be happy.
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