Sunday, April 25, 2010
Wednesday 21 april night,
Met twinny to slack. I drank Heineken beer. Lol ! Kinda bored and wanna try
if i can feel better. Drank only one bottle and we cammed all the way. Had so
much fun with her :) Talked my heart out and of course i felt better after
that. Really wanna thank her. So much love :)
Thursday, 22 April.
Had 1 and a half hour of P.E lesson ! :(
Ran the stadium for 3 rounds. Tiring ! At least i feel happier after exercising.
I know my physical shit is so weak now.. Lessons as usual.. Can't wait to
swim. One day i shall ask clique to swim ! :)
Friday, 23 April.
1 hour of accounting fundamental lesson. 30 mins of break with the class at
cafe. Had this stupid inter class competition at the indoor sports hall. So
boring ! :( Ended school at 12.30.. Went to eat, go home, sleep and day end !
Lol :(
Saturday, 24 April.
Woke up at 11. Went to Eunos with twinny and Senghuat to meet Guanshen.
Headed to Marina bay to meet Edwin then work at Marina Barage. So many
kites ! :) Happy to see those. I feel like being a kite, let someone fly me up
into the sky and forget all the bad memories :)
Drank Heineken beer again :D for freeee. + brought a can home. Also drank
wine :x the person in charge gave us some free drinks + food :)
Walked from marina barage to mrt :( so tiring.. Headed wrong direction
then need to walk back. Sweat like hell !!
Sigh...
Whenever i read his reply to me, i feel that he's blaming me for leaving him..
He kept saying that i left him and i should be happy. The one leaving doesn't
mean that they will be happy. I don't know.. I felt that i got shot by so many
bullets at one time. Don't know what the hell can i do. I'm keeping too much
things to myself. It really suck ! Forgive and forget is bullshit because i cannot
do it. I just felt blamed for everything. I hate this feeling. Fuck.
I wanna pierce !!
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