Tuesday; 20 April.School as usual. Paid lots of attention during class (:
Somehow i have some friends issue. Like.. I don't really like a few in the
group. But it takes time to accept them too. " New ones are not better than
old ones." I believe in that :)
On the way home in the bus, bumped into Cheston and YangBin.
Cheston is still as handsome. Haha. - Just saying but didn't have any other
meaning. Good that he's still with his gf :D
Rain rain rain. It's like every evening.
Wednesday; 21 April.
Lessons starts at 10 ! But we had to attend this " Principal talk " so we have
to go to school by 8. In the end, the talk started at 9. Wtf.. Wasted my precious
sleeping time. Lessons as usual after that.. Nearly doze off during AFD lesson.
:( Too sleepy.
Got the urge to pierce my lips again. Ernest; a classmate, has a lip piercing !
Lol ! Kinda tempted to put tattoo too. Anyway no one can control me now :)
But i won't be so dumb to put something weird. Thought of putting my name.
I love to blast music in my ears nowadays. Damn shiok :)
Went on to facebook and saw "his" profile. "He's" talking about "her".
Went dumb and changed my nick to a angry tone. Again, i thought he was
trying to make me jealous. After that, i felt sad. Changed it to "I should
let go- in Chinese". He started talking to me asking if its regarding him.
I said that it was nothing and i went to sleep. He left a offline message to
me which i read it awhile ago.
- ok might as well
- just thought u let me go so long ago because of ur decision
- what's lost to me may not be the best anymore
- but just in case i just wanna say i already got over us
- all these while im not acting for you
- its true.
- so please dont think it that way.
He wants me to move on. I kinda hate him. I should say, i hate guys. All
jerks. Yeah. I don't wanna be so stupid anymore. There's no point being
sad over him. Not worth. The truth is, I haven't got over him.
:(
6:52pm