Tears and tears, unhappiness and unhappiness.Why is it so difficult to be a good girlfriend ? If you care, you controlled too much over them. If you don't care, they will feel bored with you. So what should girls do ? For everything we do, it's a mistake. For every wrong doing they done, once they say "sorry", we have to forgive them. Girls are always at the losing end. Lesser strength and emotionally weak. They are stronger and harsh. Sometimes i wonder why is this world so unfair ? If you cared so much that your boyfriend is spending too much and buying unnecessary stuffs, you wanted to stop him immediately. However, he said that you are jealous because you can't have what he desired and said that you controlled too much over him. You stood still and blamed yourself for caring so much. You might even think of not caring for him anymore. So why not loose it up and keep on moving ?The worst thing is to meet an unreasonable and petty boyfriend. But what can you do when your love for him is so strong ? All you can do is to bear with it. But how long can you do it ? I agree to what a boy in game said "Girls are toys". Guys always toy with every girl's feelings. Scold us, attitude us, then next minute said "im sorry" and case closed. Do you guys really know how it feels ?It's worst when god plays tricks on you. A moment whereby it's a great opportunity to solve problems, the weather take over. All of you are freaks ! Men are scary creatures !And please do not tell a girl that you are always superior no matter what. It really makes a girl want to kill you right away. We have feelings. How does it feel when you are unable to do anything right ? Like a handicap ? What if you are sad, and your boyfriend presumed that you are angry with him.. and he scolds you. What will you feel ? AWFUL..I'm feeling shit right now. I don't know what to do.. This is the first time I'm feeling so lost.. I've been called a "flirt" over and over again. Things had changed and i could not tolerate it further. I believe that the pain in me, can be removed temporally when there's pain in the outside. Stop hurting me.. It's so painful !! Think before you do, or else you will miss me for the rest of your life. Im tired..