Tuesday, April 7, 2009
GLOOMY .
Awww :( bored. That same feeling which i had last year, is back. Im sorry.
Im just too dopey; ignorant. Hahaha ! Stupid right ? Stupid mind of mine just
couldnt stop thinking of helping. When i helped, i made more troubles for myself.
I didnt expect things to turn out this way. The feeling of abandoned and lack of
courage just returned. I havent felt this way for the past few months. It is back.
When u cannot pass that stage, you get angry. When i tried to help, u get angry.
I shouldnt do anything. I am so useless right. I also didnt know playing with me is a
waste of time. I see that game is priority now. You asked me to look after your
stall. Yes, i didnt notice that you DCed. Im sorry. Somehow i just feel that you are
blaming me. I couldnt take it. You keep asking me to enjoy my game while im
actually crying and feeling stress about everything. Guys will never understand.
You can scold me, but this is only my thoughts.
I also realised that guys treat games more seriously and caring apart from their
girlfriends. Men instinct ?
Is learning about the game more important than
someone you love in real life ? I dont know what is your true answer.
Fullstop.
Speechless.
Its all my fault.
5.54PM ¶ 5:49 PM
Awww :( bored. That same feeling which i had last year, is back. Im sorry.
Im just too dopey; ignorant. Hahaha ! Stupid right ? Stupid mind of mine just
couldnt stop thinking of helping. When i helped, i made more troubles for myself.
I didnt expect things to turn out this way. The feeling of abandoned and lack of
courage just returned. I havent felt this way for the past few months. It is back.
When u cannot pass that stage, you get angry. When i tried to help, u get angry.
I shouldnt do anything. I am so useless right. I also didnt know playing with me is a
waste of time. I see that game is priority now. You asked me to look after your
stall. Yes, i didnt notice that you DCed. Im sorry. Somehow i just feel that you are
blaming me. I couldnt take it. You keep asking me to enjoy my game while im
actually crying and feeling stress about everything. Guys will never understand.
You can scold me, but this is only my thoughts.
I also realised that guys treat games more seriously and caring apart from their
girlfriends. Men instinct ?
Is learning about the game more important than
someone you love in real life ? I dont know what is your true answer.
Fullstop.
Speechless.
Its all my fault.
5.54PM ¶ 5:49 PM
