Monday, March 30, 2009
STRESS !!! EMOTIONAL !!! SUCKY !!!
This 3 words are what i am feeling NOW !
Just returned home from band in a gloomy mood.
Obviously its about band... I admit that i suck big time ! :(
Its exactly 1 week and 6 days i've been practising my trumpet and
attending band regularly. Mr Wong had commented on our band.. blablabla !
I felt that we are just not preparing and feeling the urgency enough.
ITS ONLY 3 MORE DAYS ! D: 3 more practices !
I felt sooooo dumb for not returning to band before that. Just because of the change
of conductor ? And no XENO trumpet for me ? haha. I felt like a dumbass !
However, i still wished that Mr Lim didnt leave us. He's really a good conductor.
His presence turned the whole band around. I detest the choice piece, SERIOUSLY !
Trumpet seemed to be a useless section in that fucking piece ! Hate it so much !!!!!!
RAWR !!
Im still so lousy for SYF. People are not concentrating and taking it seriously.
Im so worried !! Just couldnt control my emotions when i heard that Regent got
Gold. Suddenly i had this hard feeling to overcome my own confidence. SO URGH !
People are improving and we are still maintaining our standards. Not forgetting myself
in that category of "still maintaining our standards" too, ......eeeyucks !
I suck :( Envious of other's band!!! But so what ? We have to strive harder for it ! :) gimme
the movtivation to move further !!!
Congrats to Regent Band :) They have improved tremendously ! Its a GOLD for them this year ! :D Happy for them yet worrying for my beloved band.
There is still room for improvement !! :D
JIAYOU MYSELF !!! gambateh !
7.12PM ¶ 7:06 PM
This 3 words are what i am feeling NOW !
Just returned home from band in a gloomy mood.
Obviously its about band... I admit that i suck big time ! :(
Its exactly 1 week and 6 days i've been practising my trumpet and
attending band regularly. Mr Wong had commented on our band.. blablabla !
I felt that we are just not preparing and feeling the urgency enough.
ITS ONLY 3 MORE DAYS ! D: 3 more practices !
I felt sooooo dumb for not returning to band before that. Just because of the change
of conductor ? And no XENO trumpet for me ? haha. I felt like a dumbass !
However, i still wished that Mr Lim didnt leave us. He's really a good conductor.
His presence turned the whole band around. I detest the choice piece, SERIOUSLY !
Trumpet seemed to be a useless section in that fucking piece ! Hate it so much !!!!!!
RAWR !!
Im still so lousy for SYF. People are not concentrating and taking it seriously.
Im so worried !! Just couldnt control my emotions when i heard that Regent got
Gold. Suddenly i had this hard feeling to overcome my own confidence. SO URGH !
People are improving and we are still maintaining our standards. Not forgetting myself
in that category of "still maintaining our standards" too, ......eeeyucks !
I suck :( Envious of other's band!!! But so what ? We have to strive harder for it ! :) gimme
the movtivation to move further !!!
Congrats to Regent Band :) They have improved tremendously ! Its a GOLD for them this year ! :D Happy for them yet worrying for my beloved band.
There is still room for improvement !! :D
JIAYOU MYSELF !!! gambateh !
7.12PM ¶ 7:06 PM
