yesterday was a hell between the both of us.i admit that it was only my fault. i thought he didnt trust me all along.and i thought i was a cheap shit in my life to him. but i forgot this thing called boy-girl's thinking is different.. how stupid am i hor ?after that whole thing, he didnt say bye to me :( i walked home angrily..but the moment i closed the door, i had this eager feeling that i have to say goodnight to him face to face. i ran down all the way to bus stops and roadside but i didnt get to see him even though i ran as fast as i could.in the dark, i felt so scared so worried.. i was being followed before in the past, that fear is so strong until i didnt dare to even walk alone late at night :(but i knew that i've tried to look for him even though fate isnt by my side.so regretted and heartache. from the inside out. however, i consider it as a night exercise ! :DDDDi was so silly :)petty, unreasonable, stupid, and bad tempered. sorry baby...but i realised it too late.sorry, your blog reminds me of ytd. didnt know that you were that angry.today 9 Feb; tuesday.exercise again !nearly was late for school la ! i was the last person who entered the side gate !so damn it D: i bite my shoe in the morning as i was advised to... BUT it didnt work ! :( the shoe bite meeeee ! while running to the damn gate, my blister broke. D: i was running like some crippled idiot @.@ !anyway, mother tongue's lesson with MR GOH is soooo cute. he forgot to bring his ultraman pencil box.. and i asked in chinese, "Mr Goh, why you didnt bring your ultraman today ?"he answered "Oh.. he's too tired and didnt wanna come school today.""why tired leh ?" i continued."yesterday night he was busy fighting a monster so he was tired." he said.LOL ! this kind of thing he also say... haha then he laugh. cute lor. haha !maybe he was too busy last night till he put ultraman to be his scapegoat. lol =x went home after school, rejecting the outing with clique and friends.awww... cause ytd night didnt rest well. hehe so i took a 2 hour nap ! :Dand ate my bbq stuffs again. growing fatter, and fatter and fatter ! :(is my english improving ? i hope so.... :]and ya, a new student from last year's express class came to join my class on monday. her name is ying chuan :) hehe. wanna let my blog knows what happens everyday in and out of my life ! :D and and, i just created an archives section in my blog, right after the links, so that i can read back :) hehe !i always bring english and maths note book home. BUT the problem is... i cant be bothered to take it out to read. even now, LAZY !! HAHAHA ! =xmayb miracles may happen LOL !!gotta do something important now ! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDcant wait for valentines day ! baby getting me a couple watch !! :DDsay hello to my colourful POST !! :D6.46PM