Friday, January 30, 2009
IM SO DAMN LOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW ~
fucking damn ass. fucking shit. fucking everything. cb cb cb cb cb !
IM SO ANGRY, DISAPPOINTED, TIRED AND WHATEVER ~ !
ask yourself, whats so nice being in a relationship ?
to be loved, to be taken care of, to have attention from that "partner"....
and so whatever ? then.. what if you dont feel loved, taken care of and
no attention ?
accused to like somebody is a serious situation after explaining trillion of times.
accused to like somebody is a serious situation after explaining trillion of times.
people with tinted hair, ARE AINT 100% GANGSTERS.
people with multiple ear holes, ARE AINT 100% GANGSTERS.
people with fucking attitudes, ARE AINT 100% GANGSTERS.
=.- !!
i swear that i wont allow myself to cry fucking ALONE now !
and fuck it, i seriously wanna grow shorter. walking in malls beside shorties,
make me feel like some idiotic giants. why other girls can be that short ?
make me feel like some idiotic giants. why other girls can be that short ?
i want it too !
watched "INK HEART" in the afternoon with him, amandis and weilun........
standing outside the golden village cinema, we were looking at the movie schedules.
standing outside the golden village cinema, we were looking at the movie schedules.
there stood dunno how many ppl under that 3 screens. when they turned, its a
natural reaction to look at them la. they were my school mates... like duh ?!
and he said that i looked at guys with tinted hairs and said that im soooo attracted
to them. i love to talk about my friends around me to him, so that he can at least
get a rough idea of whats happening in my life regarding my friends. and among
those school mates, was my bestfriend's ex. i used to talk about my bestfriend to
him like duh.. then he accused me that i liked him. what a big joke !
joke till i wanna kill someone. while waiting for the show, he play his PSP sooooooo
attentively. and just beside me, amandis was crying and weilun consoling her.
then me ? crying alone like a fucking loner. where is that "angel" i presumed?
then me ? crying alone like a fucking loner. where is that "angel" i presumed?
after so long, he began realised that i was crying then he came to comfort me.
isnt it too late ?
i was so sad that i didnt wanna open my mouth to say a single word to him.
but i talked to him after that la.. then went for meet the parents' session in school
for nearly 2 hours. reached home, still talking about that problem.. what the fook ?
for those fucking idiotic things you did today, i fucking turn your pet to look like mine!
too bad his fucking comp is condemned. fuck man...i really hope he sees this !!! D:
actually im in a very cooling mood now. :)
school is having so many fucking remedials starting from MONDAY ?!!!!
fuck man !!! =.=! everyday end school at 4.30pm. we are not robots duh !
study from 8am to 4.30pm, our brain will probably be dead by 1pm la !
no brains or what ? we are not for forcing man D: do mathematics for 1 hour alrdy
K.O by the next lesson alrdy. how can we put our 100% focus into studies for that
long hours ? madness ! dont have the mood to go for damn school liao.
I WANNA GROW SHORTER LA !
11.38PM
¶ 11:20 PM
