Monday, September 21, 2009
I'm feeling bored, sad, heartbroken, headache, sleepy..................... Lol..
Mentally retarded is good. Heart hanging in suspense.. What to do now ? I'm feeling so
confused. Or maybe i think too much. I thought he'd changed somehow. I thought that
i'd changed. Or maybe its still remains the same as before.. I'm treated so coldly when
I can't help solving the game download. Maybe I'm just so useless. It's so cold... that I
don't know what to do. The more I think, the more painful it gets. The tone, the feeling,
and the temper,whatever it is makes me feel so lonely. I can't do anything but to wait
until he cooled down.I always had this feeling.. No matter how much i miss him or love him,
nothing will change his temper towards me. I wish to be stronger.
I'm tired.
3.46PM ¶ 3:36 PM
Mentally retarded is good. Heart hanging in suspense.. What to do now ? I'm feeling so
confused. Or maybe i think too much. I thought he'd changed somehow. I thought that
i'd changed. Or maybe its still remains the same as before.. I'm treated so coldly when
I can't help solving the game download. Maybe I'm just so useless. It's so cold... that I
don't know what to do. The more I think, the more painful it gets. The tone, the feeling,
and the temper,whatever it is makes me feel so lonely. I can't do anything but to wait
until he cooled down.I always had this feeling.. No matter how much i miss him or love him,
nothing will change his temper towards me. I wish to be stronger.
I'm tired.
3.46PM ¶ 3:36 PM
