Sometimes life has so much fun too :) :) Love you bi :D & twinneh.. ! 12.45AM
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Tuesday, February 23, 2010
It was his birthday.. It ended about 1 hour ago. Disappointed with myself. What a fool.. Yes imma fool.. The day out was kinda casual with his cousins.. How i wish it would be better.. 8 people squeezed into a car and headed down to Orchard. Played lan at Katong, watched "Percy Jackson and the lightning thief" at Cineleisure. The movie ended about 9+ and his cousin have to go to work. So everyone went back..
Went to Eunos and took 2 photos. Before that i was quarreling with him.. I suggested that he could come near my house to eat the cake i bought for him yesterday.. I felt so stupid to keep wanting him to drink water ! He got pissed that im forcing him to drink water. I didn't mean to.. I also scolded him stubborn. He drinks really little for the whole day. It's not good for the health.. I hate to see him drink very little everytime.. Maybe i shouldn't be that busybody. He got angried for so long even though i apologised and tried to tease him. And of course i got angry after that despite many tries. Haha.. I'm angry because i couldn't make him feel better and whatever i do is wrong. He even said that i was trying to control him. I really don't know what else i can say. Just too stupid to ask him to drink water. Sometimes what a girl wants is someone who can listen to her thoughts.
I don't know why am i so sad right now. It's like everything's my fault. Always doing something wrong until now.. Even cried so badly while having a bath. Wth.. Kinda stupid.. Cut cut and cut.. Cry cry an cry. Sometimes i really don't think that i'm someone good for him. Arghhhh !
Was kinda sad when he told me that he replied my sms late, cause he needed to reply bday wishes from friends. I thought he will reply me first then followed by his friends. I expected too much. I'm just so sad now now now ! Hahahhaa going retarded already ! Twin can't come out to meet me for supper. Sigh.. Alone alone alone.. Going to bed.. Everything is my fault ! I hate myself ! Why i cant stop crying for fuck.. __ Good for nothing..
I wish someone who is better, can take over me for him.. I can't do any better.. 1.50AM
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Thursday, February 18, 2010
INACTIVE :D happy chinese new year ! will blog when im not lazy ! xD
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