My Stories :)
Sometimes life has so much fun too :) :)Love you bi :D& twinneh.. !12.45AM
It was his birthday.. It ended about 1 hour ago.Disappointed with myself. What a fool.. Yes imma fool.. The day out was kinda casual with his cousins.. How i wish it would be better..8 people squeezed into a car and headed down to Orchard. Played lan at Katong, watched "Percy Jackson and the lightning thief" at Cineleisure. The movie ended about 9+ and his cousin have to go to work. So everyone went back..Went to Eunos and took 2 photos. Before that i was quarreling with him.. I suggested that he could come near my house to eat the cake i bought for him yesterday.. I felt so stupid to keep wanting him to drink water ! He got pissed that im forcing him to drink water. I didn't mean to.. I also scolded him stubborn. He drinks really little for the whole day. It's not good for the health.. I hate to see him drink very little everytime.. Maybe i shouldn't be that busybody. He got angried for so long even though i apologised and tried to tease him. And of course i got angry after that despite many tries. Haha..I'm angry because i couldn't make him feel better and whatever i do is wrong.He even said that i was trying to control him. I really don't know what else i can say. Just too stupid to ask him to drink water. Sometimes what a girl wants is someone who can listen to her thoughts.I don't know why am i so sad right now. It's like everything's my fault. Always doing something wrong until now.. Even cried so badly while having a bath. Wth..Kinda stupid.. Cut cut and cut.. Cry cry an cry. Sometimes i really don't think that i'm someone good for him. Arghhhh ! Was kinda sad when he told me that he replied my sms late, cause he needed to reply bday wishes from friends. I thought he will reply me first then followed by his friends. I expected too much. I'm just so sad now now now !Hahahhaa going retarded already !Twin can't come out to meet me for supper. Sigh.. Alone alone alone..Going to bed.. Everything is my fault ! I hate myself ! Why i cant stop crying for fuck.. __ Good for nothing.. I wish someone who is better, can take over me for him..I can't do any better..1.50AM
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